It’s easy to crucify yourself.
Wanting things to be different.
So desperate to prove yourself right.
Sabotaging your spirit just to prove people wrong.
I want peace – not everyone else does.
How you do things really does matter.
Short-term gratification comes at a price, it means stress, panic and hiding from what you really need to sort out.
It’s understandable to want all the answers, to solve all your problems immediately if not sooner. We all have pains that we want to avoid but they will always come back to you if you don’t work through them properly.
There are times I sometimes wish to recreate but you and I both know that’s not possible.
What is possible is to create the best circumstances for yourself now.
It’s all gone, make the most fulfilling ‘now’.