In pivotal times, of deep soul searching, I go introspective. To go further, you must go deeper.
I think my intolerance is symptomatic of having no patience for fakery or bullshit – or manipulation.
I found myself lying in bed last night briefly thinking about my ex and still working through how infested my system is with the dysfunctional relationship.
I watch spiritual videos on YouTube, I rewatch podcasts to mine the wisdom therein, I read, I contemplate, I go for walks.
It’s peaceful but, at times, I feel tremendous frustration that things aren’t moving faster. Can something just land, can something make fruit!
But I remind myself of the many thousands of times I’ve heard there is a natural pace set out for my path and I can’t argue with it – for that is the greatest obstacle.
They say get out of your own way.
One more step, my friend. One foot out in front of the other. Keep walking, steady as you go.