I had a really vivid dream last night. It was one of those cathartic reveries, that made everything make sense, which revealed much to me, that put many things to sleep (as I slept!).
I am, in fact, wearing the t-shirt that featured in the dream. I was in a very large lecture theatre. The professor had run over time and, in suggesting we visit another lecture, had made us late for it. It was at this moment, having been dressed, I found myself topless with the t-shirt on the floor.
I raced out of the room. Another huge lecture theatre faced me and I was at the back, at the top of it. Annoyed. People were laughing, I wondered what I was doing there. All these people blissfully unaware. I’ve tried very hard to accommodate people, to be kind but I’m afraid it’s been rather taken advantage of.
I woke up realising this. I’ve given a lot and not really received. Maybe that sounds selfish but it’s okay to want what you want.
The important thing for me now is being with the right people.
I implore you to do the same.