I used to think that integrity was the most important thing but now I’m thinking that flexibility is far more important.
It’s not an easy thing to know your own mind. The mind by definition is chaos and what I once held dear, I now see as an illusion.
Couldn’t get to sleep for ages last night and I started running stuff over and over in my head, got myself hot and bothered and when I did fall asleep, I had the most fucked up dream about peoples’ heads being chopped off and having an argument with my sister.
Funnily enough, in one part of the dream, I was throwing stuff around wherever it was I lived and this morning, in real life, I found that about a third of my glassware had somehow fallen out of my cabinet and smashed into thousands of pieces. So that was my morning task, clearing it up.
I would have thought I’d be more bothered about the glasses (mucho expensive I’ll have you know) but it doesn’t matter. It’s just glass with a fancy bit of advertising attached to it.
I’m doing stuff on Twitter and YouTube, I’m building an empire from the ground up, there’s more time to earn money and have a great impact.
Don’t worry about changing your mind and embrace letting things go. Life’s about developing a strong character and what people think is irrelevant.
Be your own person. Live your own life. And don’t sweat the small stuff.