Confused. Look at it. Look at the word. Without fusion, that’s what it means. It’s a lack of integration, a lack of understanding, not knowing things as a whole.
And I’m not judging.
Holy mother of fuck, are we confused! There’s so much to see, experience, feel, resent, be angry about. Goodness gracious me, we just want to shout out and, looking at the word,
HELP! HELP ME PLEASE!
Look at the word Help. It’s not far from the world HELL!
We live life on many brinks. There are strong winds and cliff edges and storms, violent rain and icy terrains.
Good Lord, can I have a moment of peace?!
Well, yes, my friend, you can have a moment of peace, if you allow yourself to look.
Greatest thing to look at? You. Look at your thoughts? Is how you’re living bringing you peace and grace or is it stressful.
If we’re honest, I think we know which side we fall on more.
I’ve often talked about readiness, more to the point, that we’re never really ready – the circumstances are not perfect, our level of knowledge is not ideal, it’s frightening, it’s scary, it’s nerve-racking. You’ve had the same story too.
BUT! Readiness is when you’re willing to take on the truth. Painful. It can be very painful.
Full of pain, realising the truth means you might feel regret, sadness, sorrow, you may feel incredibly stupid and out of your depth and certain opportunities might have fallen from your grasp forever. Frightening to accept.
But the regret is pointless. It’s reactive. What’s passed has passed, what’s done is done. Can’t change it now but can deal with it.
You are responsible for yourself only and only 100% of the time. War is trying to change anyone or anything other than yourself.
I see some say go to war with yourself. Not for me.
I say LOOK at yourself, all the many words that you are and start there.
It might not be too late.