Right now, at least.
I seem to require a huge amount of sleep. I had a wild dream last night of apologising to an old man, someone sat next to me being shot at and me running to a car for protection.
Wild!
Life is wild. I think we’re starting to grasp this now.
I’m just riding each day as it comes, doing breathing when the electrical impulses are super strong, getting outdoors as much as possible, eating healthily. After writing this I will go and do my Monday weight training.
I do sometimes, not as often these days, but sometimes wonder where I am and feel slightly like I’m having out of body experiences, looking down on myself.
I believe it’s starting to realise who I am rather than what I believe is expected of me. It’s a daunting yet exciting position to be in, where I can make my own rules but it is rather disorientating (and why I find my therapy sessions so helpful!).
I’m enjoying being more confident and direct and getting certain tasks done that I’ve been toying with for ages.
Find your own answers to all this stuff.