Constantly living in the future is a curse.
There’s no room for satisfaction and, my buzzword du jour, appreciation in it.
You’ve already done so much but you’ve left it unnoticed. I’ve lived this way for a long time.
Even moving back to my hometown, it was a totally self-determined decision, in the face of hostility, and I did it. I now take plenty of time to acknowledge it, be proud of myself for it.
People say you shouldn’t live in the past, fair play but when you’re LIVING the reality of accomplishment, make sure you recognise the things you’ve already done and realise that….
If you’ve done great stuff already, you can continue to build your field of your dreams.