There are certain posts I consider whether to write or not. I have an idea, it’s strong and pervasive and it helps me to be unreservedly honest.
With such an introduction, this is obviously one of them.
I know I can be doing more. I do. Imagine my frustration at knowing just how much I can turn my life around and make the conditions what I really want.
And, believe me, I know that patience can often be used as an elaborate procrastination technique.
The thing I know shifts the needle the most is making decisions quickly, enacting them, loving ‘em and letting go. It’s very simple but, right now for me, very difficult.
I’m educating myself.
I’m training myself.
Doing better,
Day by day.
But it’s messy and certain interactions can be incredibly unpleasant but I am an optimist and I do know I’m capable.
Pondering.